Salvation requires no arcane prejudices
nothing more than a child treating others
how they wish to be treated
no more or less.
easy going not harsh
accepting not judgmental
individuality over the collective
--within sane limits;
get mad and then let it pass
into contemplation of what brings this necessity to fight me so hard?
really... I care what they think means
only human they can think or feel whatever the fuck
ain't my business as much as I can possible make that so
--within sane limits
I have fought with words alone;
only when they tried to steal my name
and I had to stand up.
Thank GOD I did
because the people need an advocate
in my position.
I am not the one they brainwashed as much as the moral man
I have always aspired to be...
though the feeling of who I am will forever
be in flux
in the abstract
a question I have no answer for
-- though a lot of questions that fade into a mystic mist
I will not abandon anyone
I would have always been there
sane and keeping all safe
free of criminal predators and slaughter
ALL that stopped only when exposed
by my humiliation before the world.
causing the adoring to turn on me...
God interfering to stop me from being digested by politics
I could never judge a human for their flaws
unless they are violence to me or the innocent, weak
I let my allies down not knowing they existed
figured a world that would leave me in a roach motel
seemingly ignored by all but the tv shows
and radio
driven mad by questions, the drugs trying to deal with.
I do not wish to come back threatening or smug
I do not wish to come into this room with weakness
I do not wish to come into this room with those who fight for war
when only peace will allow the world to work together
to try to fight the greatest crises in the history of life on this planet
I leave when this body is done.
Some things I seemed to know.
Last incarnation.
I am grateful for this.
Call rapture what you will
Nothing comes as expected
the ways of God are unknowable by man
whether you believe
enough for anyone who can think
beyond their hatred for what happened to them.
I feel like I am here from the future
seeing the path that took us to our doom
looking at the blessedly happy people
their problems mostly petty now
compared to where I come from.